as of now, life is at a peak. I am enjoying all i do, and i like everyone i'm around. no negativity to speak of coming from anyone. Sure, i have a few unanswered questions and worries still, but they're minute. There is really only one question i have not answered that still means anything to me. But I'm working on it.

i find myself easily ammused lately.i like my newfound friends, i'm tired of most of the old ones anyways.i'm back where i have been before but i really don't give a shit anymore.i've been thinking and i'm going to do whatever the fuck i want, because in the end all these people that i have to "impress" or live up to their standards, well in the end i really don't give a fuck about most of them. my true friends will stick by me no matter what. I'm tired of trying to live up to people's idea of a good person or friend fuck that.

 

i feel free of all cares for the first time in years. its nice

well i have to admit, out of all the things i have done this year.. i think giving oral to a rabbit was the best...

HAH

well, i want to eat something if you know what i mean. and i want to make love to a girl for once... its so depressing... i love you all im about to slit my throat with a pencil.

i love naked people